"നിങ്ങൾ അത്രയും നിഷ്കളങ്കരും ബലഹീനയുമാണ്. എപ്പോഴും ശൂന്യതയും ഭയവും അനുഭവിച്ചുകൊണ്ട് ജീവിക്കും,  നിങ്ങൾ പ്രിയപ്പെട്ടവരെ നഷ്ടപ്പെടും എന്ന് ഭയന്ന്  പ്രിയപ്പെട്ടവരുടെമേൽ വൈകാരിക വേദനഉണ്ടാക്കും, നിങ്ങൾക്ക് ആ കാര്യത്തിൽ  സമാനുഭാവം ഉണ്ടായിരിക്കില്ല,  നിങ്ങൾക്ക് ഉൾക്കാഴ്ച നഷ്ടപ്പെടും,  ഉൾക്കാഴ്ച അവിടെം ഇവിടെം ഒക്കെ  അനുഭവപ്പെടുമെങ്കിലും അതനുസരിച്ചു  പ്രവർത്തിക്കാൻ എപ്പോഴും പറ്റുകയില്ല  സാധാരണയായി ഉൾക്കാഴ്ചയിലേക്ക്  പരസ്പര വിരുദ്ധമായ പ്രവർത്തികൾ ആവും നടത്തുക"


Do you remember the blue sky of Bavaria? The ice caves that was as chill as our heart the still lake, silent like our love between us the long drive, the death metal, the macchiato
the walk in the vineyard ,grapes all frosty like my tears you wiped those like a parent with your long warm fingers tied my hair with a band which looked like the ring  carried me in your arms to the stream to dip my feet
Did you notice everything was blue the ice, the lake, the color of the car the grapes, the band, the anklets which flew away
It was all blue and I saw it all in those blue eyes

The Mill

Was running the other day, perhaps I walked and ran for hours and hours, I think 4 hours altogether I bet, but anyway, so was running from myself and anything after all. And by the calm and soothing river Exe saw the ruins of an old mill from the 17th century which spoke to me abstract but captive tales of bygone days. It seems times of india was printed here during colonial times.
And I stood there thinking about my sister who gifted me rather made me read The mill on the floss by George Eliot, Maggie the woman who was a mystery then, the complicated presence of the Dorlcote Mill in their lives and above all I thought about me and Vava and how happy we were as children exploring Aches library, playing in the woods, running around in the meadows, swimming in the river and what not. How much we had shared happiness and how much she means to me to keep me going!
This is to my Maggie, my Vava kutty, my soul mate :-) My sister of my heart, my first toy, my first doll!

Minion army - Mannis army

I loved this little snippet. Thats right Laks, this is how my Army of Manni will work.  Have fun people, its hilarious.

Game Game

Powerful statement, there is no Karma, but people will get the manipulation and slowly give the message little by little. Little by little. 😋. From Simpleton to the shrewd yellow story maker.


Wise - Why do Indians glorify stalking? It is not romantic, it is creepy. And now people do it in social media and the internet, its fucked up. Reckless -  Looking at interesting stuff is OK I think, is it not? That is not stalking I think. Wise - You need to be careful with stalkers. I worry about you. It is unhealthy interest in your lives. Reckless - I am anything but careful. Meh. Maybe kick boxing will help. Doh! Wise - When will you be serious? A bag of paradox.  Reckless - Maybe they are just a fan or a bulb of me? You know important me? Wise - Get that vanity out of your head, stalking is not because of respect, it is pathological obsessive and pestering behaviour.  Reckless - Oh well, short lived fan story eh? Wise - God such vanity Reckless - Thats right! Vanity fair indeed.

His Ladies

Ache always says he would never ask for anything else than have all these ladies eat his brains all the time. This post is for my blog, I love it and cherish it. What a pickle I will be without you Atticus :-)